Tuesday, December 23, 2008

11-22-08

jay was a boy who loved games but jay was a boy who loved dames
jay would look as his head was shook and with a glance he was hooked
jay would never ask but would drink from his dad's flask
jay now has devoloped A.D.D and now is a cow
jay slops and jops and mops around his house
jay wanks it to tv commercials and dreams of giving girls like jen facials
jay is sick in thy head so one day he cocked his gun with lead and aimed str8 for his head
jay wants ky jelly and a slimmer belly
jay pulled the trigger and figured his life was worth lots on WOW(world of Warcraft)
jay now has his account being sold on ebay for massive amounts of gold and had the most proftable 
WOW account ever sold.....

grizzle and slop...

as i lay and think how it would be to be that boy in this comic book i picked up on my way from planet grotar, i slowly think back and say to myself i might be him,
i used to feell as though some boy was always watching me and talking to me in my head,
i used to jump in joy to the sound of mom's meat tenderizer smashing
tonight's steak,
the sound of my dad smashing my mom intrigued me and made me 
be obsessed with porn, guns were plentyfull and bullets were scarce,
playing baseball just to get close to billy in exchange of someday being close with 
his sister,sometimes i used to play playstation wondering why could'nt i be tenchu,
i soon developed absesses on my head and the attempt to kill lord voldemort
sent me into and everlasting coma which i mumble in dispare....,
till this day he who shall not be named romes free cuz of me, harry potter is a story based on the 
life of a young boy i once knew, and voldemort was so much like my dad,
silly willy that shy tastes nilly,
wank and crank are all i thank,
we come to christmas eve and wish all a happy holiday,
but do i wish it? no no one ever really wishes it they just state it,
a mere token of i hope u have a good day,
i am not in a corner praying for it nor am i at a wishing well for u saying i wish they may 
have a happy holiday...
fuck...
like i dont kno where i  stand but yet internet and world rejection and dating have nothing 
in common or do they? bask in that thought and come back and tell me
for the new year i have broken free of my preplanned failure and will enter my new life of do as i will 

Thursday, December 18, 2008

WTF!?

listen and glisten, young warlock for she 
does miss him,i wanna cry but does that make the 
dog fry?,i see many things tings and flings but no mings,
if i made sense i would be a factory of conformity!,
and to conform is to be normal is to be boring is to have no brain activity,
jamocha shakes and frosted flakes is what my diet would consist of,
yet my knowledge prevents that thus no fat,
screams and dreams that makes various creams secrete in the night,
that i dont kno why buy and then fly?
just fly and never buy...,
i have taken u through a journey of my brain continum and next stop is jallop land,
where the rich drive base model civics and the poor drive loaded bentleys...,
because in this land reverse psychology in in presence and they live by it,
sly why yes but slow why no,
no homo when  two guys hug but a slug to the head for a dick rub!?...
boredom should be a drug and if it was a drug it would not be a hell of a drug.,
dirty rugs and used coffee mugs are in the foreground but yet,
clean garbage cans and shiney clean bums on the street?
logic should be in abundance and ignorance should be,
obsolete!...
silly rabbit tricks are for kids!
or are they?
 

GABA MAKING MUSCLES BIGGER??

I've been taking this amino acid gaba for a week now and dnt kno if it is working. I get tingling sensations in my fingers and get short of breath when i take it. i usuallu take it with 8 oz of water approx. 30 min before bed. Now this amino acid is said to boost your HGH levels(Human Growth Hormone) now i have an excerpt from a medical journal explaining what it does

"Gamma-Amino Butyric acid (GABA) is an amino acid which acts as a neurotransmitter in the central nervous system. It inhibits nerve transmission in the brain, calming nervous activity. As a supplement it is sold and promoted for these neurotransmitter effects as a natural tranquilizer. It is also touted as increasing Human Growth Hormone levels and is popular among body builders. The published research supporting any of these promotional claims is weak. Current medical opinion says that GABA taken as a supplement does not reach the brain and has no effect or benefit aside from being a benign placebo.

Many websites claim that the neurotransmitter GABA was discovered in Berlin in 1863, which is an outlandish claim. The concept of neurotransmitters had yet to be conceived of. It is more likely that GABA was isolated and identified as an amino acid in 1863. It was 87 years later, in 1950, that Eugene Roberts and J. Awapara discovered that GABA acted as an inhibitory neurotransmitter.

NEUROTRANSMITTER REVIEW

The nervous system is made up of individual nerve cells called neurons. They serve as the body's wiring. Nerve signals are transmitted through the length of a neuron as an electrical impulse. When a nerve impulse reaches the end of the neuron it can jump over to the next cell using chemical messengers called neurotransmitters.

In the central nervous system, which consists of the brain and the spinal cord, neurotransmitters pass from neuron to neuron. In the peripheral nervous system, which is made up of the nerves that run from the central nervous system to the rest of the body, the chemical signals pass between a neuron and an adjacent muscle or gland cell.

Glutamate and GABA are the most abundant neurotransmitters in the central nervous system, and especially in the cerebral cortex, which is where thinking occurs and sensations are interpreted."

http://www.denvernaturopathic.com/news/GABA.html

Now im looking for people who may know of anything related to this or people that have used this and have seen results.I searched numorous articles and websites and have found that it increases HGH by 2x or 5x depending how much you take.It is said that u max out the effects of the amino acid at 18g and that seems really high.I take dose of 3g every night.well thats all i have to say please any one with help on this is apreciated